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I haven't blogged in a few days because I haven't quite known how to put into words what I'm feeling at the moment.
Without going into specifics, I've had a pretty crappy couple of weeks.
I've always been a believer in the idea that everything happens for a reason. I strongly believe that my life is mapped out for me. Fate, God, whatever force it is pulling the strings, has my life plans written down in a little black book somewhere.

I wouldn't mind taking a look at that book someday. I know there's a silver lining to every crowd and all, there's just times when I wouldn't mind knowing what is going to happen. Did I make the right decision? Should I have done things differently?

I blogged a couple of weeks ago about how I don't do regret. Well, I'm living proof that things change. I'm not saying I'm regretting anything right now, but I'm fearful that decisions I make at the moment will make me regretful later in life. No regrets. It's easier to say with the benefit of hindsight.

For the moment, I'm just taking life a day at a time. I always feel it's easier to throw myself into work when I've got other stuff on my mind. You should see the amount of work I've gotten out of the way this week already...